It's 4:14. I may have fucked up. But. no. UH-UH! This is a career move tomorrow. I WILL make it! I WILL MAKE IT!! ...
...
But what if I don't?
what if I...
...shit.
No.
I have had WAAAY too much bad luck in the past.
I HAVE to succeed.
leaving at 6 am.
ground control to major tom.
going.
going.
gone.
Sunday, February 4, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Advice Unlooked For...
Ladies, gentlemen...I may be a mere 22 years old, but if I may impose just a couple things I have learned in my experience with relationships/relationshits.
Don't break someone's heart...unless you are positive you don't want anything to do with him/her ever again.
Don't lie...just don't do it...you'll regret it.
Don't cheat...just break up with her before you can't keep your hands off the other girl.
Just because your boyfriend/girlfriend was your best friend before you started going out...does not make him/her the absolute love of your life.
If you are in love...Don't let the "magic" of college/your early 20's ruin that by going for some guy who's a lot nicer, hotter and emotionally available...There's a reason you're in love...and even the Anti-Christ will be charming.
If a guy tells you he will marry you and make your babies...he very well may be full of shit.
Just because you have the same "Sleep Number" as someone...does not mean it was "meant to be."
Don't have sex until your married...Ok fine! I get it!...it's emotionally crippling!
Don't let the first three months of a relationship dictate how the rest of the relationship will go. There IS a rough road beyond the infatuation stage.
COMPROMISE! COMPROMISE! COMPROMISE!
Just because you have a lot in "common" when it comes to interests/movies/music/television/books...doesn't mean you will EVER agree on issues that ACTUALLY matter.
If you dump someone or (heaven forbid) cheat on somone...never let THEM forget that you are unforgivably sorry and will spend the rest of your life making it up to him/her.
If someone dumps you or (heaven forbid) cheats on you...NEVER take them back...No matter how "sure" you are that you "know what you're doing." You may think you're over it and ready to forgive and forget. All you can think about is being with that person again: fuck reason, common sense, and practicality. Sorry - you will NEVER forgive them. You will continually find ways to hurt them without even realizing it for the rest of your relationship. If you can find a way to throw it back in his/her face two years down the line - you're not over it.
Don't ever let yourself break up with someone great just because a friend comes out of no where and tells you he/she has feelings for you. It may seem romantic at the time...but it's really just him/her panicking because he/she isn't getting his/her way and control over you is slowly but surely slipping away.
Finally, if you watch from afar the one you once considered the man you were going to spend the rest of your life with falling in love with someone else; not thinking about anything but her from the moment he wakes up to moment he falls asleep; succeeding at a relationship after only a couple of months with someone he doesn't even know and flicking you into the darkness like a cigarette butt...don't let it get to you!
I hope this helped...or not...I don't care. Like I said: I'm only 22...But DAMN I can't ever see feeling more jaded/bitter/heartbroken than I have this past year...and continuing into 07! woohoo!
"It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything."
I'm not trying to hit rock bottom, but it seems like it's coming fast. I guess then there's no where to go but up! *thumbs up*
I don't think 07 could POSSIBLY be any worse than 06.
meh, i've lost the will to capitalize. i just don't care. maybe i will again some day...
The year has started out kind of rocky, but I've got a lot of good people in my life that help so much. I also have a lot of new and re-acquaintances who have been a nice spark toward positivity. Plus, my kittens are a constant source of happiness...I just love them so much!!
So...Yay to the future...I guess.
Don't break someone's heart...unless you are positive you don't want anything to do with him/her ever again.
Don't lie...just don't do it...you'll regret it.
Don't cheat...just break up with her before you can't keep your hands off the other girl.
Just because your boyfriend/girlfriend was your best friend before you started going out...does not make him/her the absolute love of your life.
If you are in love...Don't let the "magic" of college/your early 20's ruin that by going for some guy who's a lot nicer, hotter and emotionally available...There's a reason you're in love...and even the Anti-Christ will be charming.
If a guy tells you he will marry you and make your babies...he very well may be full of shit.
Just because you have the same "Sleep Number" as someone...does not mean it was "meant to be."
Don't have sex until your married...Ok fine! I get it!...it's emotionally crippling!
Don't let the first three months of a relationship dictate how the rest of the relationship will go. There IS a rough road beyond the infatuation stage.
COMPROMISE! COMPROMISE! COMPROMISE!
Just because you have a lot in "common" when it comes to interests/movies/music/television/books...doesn't mean you will EVER agree on issues that ACTUALLY matter.
If you dump someone or (heaven forbid) cheat on somone...never let THEM forget that you are unforgivably sorry and will spend the rest of your life making it up to him/her.
If someone dumps you or (heaven forbid) cheats on you...NEVER take them back...No matter how "sure" you are that you "know what you're doing." You may think you're over it and ready to forgive and forget. All you can think about is being with that person again: fuck reason, common sense, and practicality. Sorry - you will NEVER forgive them. You will continually find ways to hurt them without even realizing it for the rest of your relationship. If you can find a way to throw it back in his/her face two years down the line - you're not over it.
Don't ever let yourself break up with someone great just because a friend comes out of no where and tells you he/she has feelings for you. It may seem romantic at the time...but it's really just him/her panicking because he/she isn't getting his/her way and control over you is slowly but surely slipping away.
Finally, if you watch from afar the one you once considered the man you were going to spend the rest of your life with falling in love with someone else; not thinking about anything but her from the moment he wakes up to moment he falls asleep; succeeding at a relationship after only a couple of months with someone he doesn't even know and flicking you into the darkness like a cigarette butt...don't let it get to you!
I hope this helped...or not...I don't care. Like I said: I'm only 22...But DAMN I can't ever see feeling more jaded/bitter/heartbroken than I have this past year...and continuing into 07! woohoo!
"It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything."
I'm not trying to hit rock bottom, but it seems like it's coming fast. I guess then there's no where to go but up! *thumbs up*
I don't think 07 could POSSIBLY be any worse than 06.
meh, i've lost the will to capitalize. i just don't care. maybe i will again some day...
The year has started out kind of rocky, but I've got a lot of good people in my life that help so much. I also have a lot of new and re-acquaintances who have been a nice spark toward positivity. Plus, my kittens are a constant source of happiness...I just love them so much!!
So...Yay to the future...I guess.
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